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Silence

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Somehow things changed in a way, My ears stopped accepting sounds as they were. Filled with noise of thoughts in my mind, i keep searching cure to silence of her.
Intentional or not, that's not the question, She used to fight to sort it out. But now the words are not flowing, Making my mind go filled with various doubt.
How can i assume the things, And do what she wants me to do. I know she is kind to hint, But assumptions are surrounding the clue.
Why isn't the life is easy, Why we stop ourselves to convey. Why to make assumptions play, And then lose the time in that way.
Waiting for other to guess, Might go the way you thought. But for 1 right there are 99 wrong too, Isn't that gonna pain a lot.
Instinct is required, When the other is not around. Then why to waste the opportunity, Lets speak the heart out and loud.

A tale of eyes

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The day has come which he always waited for. Her eyes were twinkling, a suppressed smile, though clearly visible, suggesting that she is aware of what he is about to say. He nervously made a move to come near, the smile widened a bit.. in a trembling voice …. He said “I wanted to say something…. No I mean, I wanted to tell you something….“. She raised her head, looked him in the eyes and said “What  do you want to say? Or tell?... I am listening….
He took a deep breath and continued “I…. the weather is so nice, isn’t it?
That’s what you want to tell?” she asked teasingly..
I don’t know how to put it….. The thing is that…… we have been going to office in same shuttle for last three months…. And I guess ….. I like you..
Yeah, I like you too, we are friends right?” she said
Of course we are friends…. By like you I meant…..
Hey Paarth! Wake up son….. Aren’t you going to office today?” 
He suddenly woke up at the alarm raised by his mom. He realized that it was a dream and he really got …

पराया

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आज इस कदर मैं परेशान नज़र आता हूँ,
औरो से नहीं बनिस्पत खुद से खफा नज़र आता हूँ।
जिन अपनों को माना ज़िन्दगी का सबब,
आज उन् अपनों को मैं पराया नज़र आता हूँ।

जिनं से बेबाक कर लिया करता था हर सोच बया,
बिना शिकवा जो देते थे तवज्जो मुझको।
की ना जाने कौन सी बात अखर जाए उनको,
आज हर अलफ़ाज़ मैं सहमा सा कह पाता हूँ।
जिन अपनों को माना ज़िन्दगी का सबब,
आज उन् अपनों को मैं पराया नज़र आता हूँ।

ऐसा नहीं की मैं बदल गया हु अब,
की आज भी वोह मुझे उतने ही अज़ीज़ है।
पर ना जाने उन्हें क्यों लगता है हर बार,
की मैं अपने नहीं, सुनी सुनाई बातें दोहराता हूँ।
जिन अपनों को माना ज़िन्दगी का सबब,
आज उन् अपनों को मैं पराया नज़र आता हूँ।

की जब तक रहेगा पर्दा यही बेरुखी का,
और होंगी मुलाकातें कुछ यु की रस्मे हो जैसे।
लबो पर मुस्कराहट भले ही क़याम रखने में हो कमियाब,
आँखों की वीरानियों को देखते है कब तक छुपा पाता हूँ।
जिन अपनों को माना ज़िन्दगी का सबब,
आज उन् अपनों को मैं पराया नज़र आता हूँ।

आस

ग़म इस बात का नहीं,  की वो पास नहीं है। तबियत फिर संभल जाती जो होता कोई बहाना, पर कश्मकश ये है की अब कोई आस नहीं है।
दूर होना भी कोई गम था, की अब वक़्त ने किया बया। वो जो दूर  होक भी करीब थे,  अब उनका कोई इकरार या इंकार नही है। तबियत फिर संभल जाती जो होता कोई बहाना, पर कश्मकश ये है की अब कोई आस नहीं है।
की जो रहते थे ख्यालो में,  और मुख़्तसर गुफ्तगू किया करते थे। इस कदर बदलते गए हालात, की अब उनको मेरा इल्म-ए-हाल नहीं है। तबियत फिर संभल जाती जो होता कोई बहाना, पर कश्मकश ये है की अब कोई आस नहीं है।
मेरा तस्सवुर अब भी ढूंढ़ता है, की कोई हल्का सा एहसास तो मिले उनका। पर ना जाने किस बात पर नाराज़ है वो, की अब उनके ज़ेहन में मेरा नामो निशाँ नहीं है। तबियत फिर संभल जाती जो होता कोई बहाना पर कश्मकश ये है की अब कोई आस नहीं है।
कहते है की वक़्त भर देता है हर ज़ख्म,  कितनो ने नई राहे पकड़ी भूल जाने के बाद। पर जो लिया मैंने जायज़ा दर्द का अपने, तो पाया की मेरे ज़ख्मो का वक़्त से इकरार नहीं है। तबियत फिर संभल जाती जो होता कोई बहाना पर कश्मकश ये है की अब कोई आस नहीं है।

Relations

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There are many relations in life, With a trend of coming and going. But few stay and never leave, The one which keeps life glowing,
Its not that everyone is lucky, There are only few who are blessed. Then why they just don't bother, And keep putting them at test.
Ask the one who remained alone, Finding someone with no gain. You might realize what you got, Don't make them diluted with pain.
Its ok that you keep expectation, There is no harm in keeping them. But don't make it a compulsion, Coz it might make the relation numb.

Peerless

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The way she blush, As if the dusk went red in all its glory. The colors of love spread across, As if listening to a romantic story.
The birds singing to act her voice, The river waving to act her walk. The wind flowing to act her movement, The waterfall trying to act her talk. But no one near to match her glory, As if listening to a romantic story.
The petals trying to steal the touch, The flowers trying to steal her fragrance. The mirror trying to steal her look, Honey trying to steal her sweetness. But no one near to match her glory, As if listening to a romantic story.
Deer hesitate when eyes are compared, Night feels inferior when the hair is matched. Dawn hides when talk about her smile, Nature feels shy when her praise is scratched. Indeed, no one near to match her glory, As if listening to a romantic story.

Reflection

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That is how i want life to be, I turning into u and u turning into me...
Let the attraction be of highest degree Let the thoughts be set totally free, As there is no difference when river meet sea I turning into u and u turning into me...
For your smile my words remain the key Your sweetness is what i charge as fee, Resemblance of thoughts achieving accuracy I turning into u and u turning into me...
As inseparable as from ground is tree Despite the distance how much it be, Is it same for you? Do u agree? I turning into u and u turning into me...

The Glorified Colors

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No matter what color she carry, It may be red, blue or white. There is always a more beautiful aspect, Which presents astonishing sight.
Sometimes its boon for the eyes, Sometimes seems god's pride. The endless versions keep appearing, Every time turning everything to delight
The power to impress anything, Making even stones go smile. The aura is not to be encompassed in words, A look and even desert turns fertile.
As if every color is made, To just rejoice her credit. And the ignorant colors feel proud, Going by the way news get spreaded
It wont be late,  When colors would fight. Who is going to enjoy her company And would remain in limelight

Oh Woman!

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Oh woman! The ocean of emotion, A rare combination of love, care and patience. God must have put all learning while creating, The way you carry strength with elegance.
The selfless acts of love you shower, Infinite efforts for our happiness you make. Most of the times taken for granted, The endless pain for relations you take.
Pity people who feel you need support, Their humble ignorance, considering you weak. Though they themselves need the warmth of your touch, It’s only your company, in agony, they seek.
Woman and sacrifice are synonym for a reason, Nothing more than love, they want in return. It’s not our greatness to realize and provide it, But her eminence to ignore asking, what she earn.

Smile

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Fatigue instantly disappears, sadness seems so fragile. When i attempt to crack a joke,  and you respond with a beautiful smile.
As if flowers starts to blossom, and rainbow appears in the sky. the nature unfolds beautifully, and me standing still, taking a sigh.
the spark in your eyes, make the world glow, makes me write all this, effortlessly in a flow.
let the nature be jealous Keep smiling the way you do i wont leave any stone unturned, to always keep praising you.